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不见可欲 YQ5210 1600 字 3个月前

顾洛意:“no, no, listen to ”

金秀娜:“you listen to i a really sorry i don't an it i jt feel nervo a little”

顾洛意:“hey, rex you don't have to say sorry it is not your fault it's y fault you t believe and five it is y fault really i sped it not becae what you did i sped it becae i realize if i do it with you, i will lose you forever, but i don't wanna lose you you are so iportant to i should be responsible for you, for ”

金秀娜:“you won't lose ”

顾洛意:“i will, and you will lose , too do you want to lose ? it is so unworthy for jt one night, and givg up the rest of our lives i want you are always on y side i want every ti you thk of , you can give a call, and we uld chat fro the idnight to the orng i hen you e to cha or i e to korea, we can be the first person for each other to visit i e can keep our closeness but if we do it, thgs will be different if we don’t get together, there is only ebarrassnt left beeen those good ories about will be faded away and all we can reber is that night and we can't be friends anyore so, one night for the rest of our lives, it's a so dan good deal, don’t you thk so”

“……you, you always have thgs to say” 金秀娜语言中还略带着遗憾和嗔怪,但更多的是一种理解和释然。她懂得,两个人在一起的可能性真的是太小,而且顾洛意说得很对,她们会为这一晚付出惨重的代价。不知道她听没听过中国有句老话叫,有缘无份。

顾洛意:“don't you want it?don't you hat i said?”

金秀娜:“i, i want it, sure i want it i want both, but if i can only choose one, i will choose ore than one night”

顾洛意:“it is so hard,so hard to say no to you, but i have to and i know you are the sa with ”

金秀娜:“are you still love with that l?”