“I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved somehow -the central heart that deals not in words, traffics not with dreams and is untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.”
我给你我设法保全的我自己的核心不营字造句,不和梦想交易,不被时间、欢乐和逆境触动的核心。
封肆的声音一字一字地落进耳中,是陆深早已熟识的、能叩击他灵魂的声音。
“I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset, years before you were born.
I offer you explanationsof yourself, theories about yourself, authentic and surprising news of yourself.”
我给你,早在你出生前多年的一个傍晚看到的一朵黄玫瑰的记忆。
我给你对自己的解释,关于你自己的理论,你自己的真实而惊人的消息。
“I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart; I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.”
我给你我的寂寞、我的黑暗、我心的饥渴;我试图用困惑、危险、失败来打动你。
陆深听懂了,封肆念的是诗,也是他心底的声音。
他在满目漾动的烛火中,看到了封肆眼中的专注和虔诚,只对他的。
“I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never been loyal.”
我给你一个从未有过信仰的人的忠诚。
最后一个字音落下时,陆深察觉到有什么东西,从他与封肆交握的手中滑落至他无名指的指节上。
垂目看去,银色的素戒在火光里闪烁着动人光辉。
这就是封肆打算给他的,这首诗,还有这枚戒指。